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I am incredibly sick of acting happy all of the time.
I honestly don't care what you think of it.
I don't want your opinion on my attitude, Mr. Teacher.
I'm not going to act like my life is fine for your benefit.
You don't want your hair to fall out or go gray prematurely?
You're an old bag anyways. Deal with it. It's not my problem.
If you guys want to know the real me, it's hard to get it.
But once you know, there is no turning back.
My tantrums are filled with acting, too.
Acting like I think your opinion and suggestions might work.
Acting as though telling you makes me feel any better.
Acting like I don't think life is just some sadistic circle.
I'm sick of acting.
I'm taking off my mask.
Deal.