so i really hate being an overly emotional high school girl and stuff. like im so down about wanting a relationship and everything. sophomore year i had a relationshpip and the thing i miss most is being that close with a person that u wana spend all ur time with them every day. like u know everything about them and u can tease them and theyll tease u back n u get presents. its totally great. and then best of all regular basis sex. but like now i just dont have that
i think about how bitchy i was in that relationship and how he prorbaly hates me now, but i miss talking to him all the time. i miss being able to have a normal conversation for like hours and hours with him telling eachother how much we miss eachother.
i miss the times hed come an hour away to see me, and the times id travel an hour away to see him
i miss the constant love and hugs wed share. i miss him making fun of "the face" whenever i squeezed his arm to show him i loved him. i miss having an escort everywhere
i even miss hanging with his friends, it was the most fun iv had in high school. my group and his group would comingle and wed have hella fun together partying.
now all thats gone and it almost feels like it didnt happen
what i hate most is that i through out all his stuff, i through out all the stuff of my first real boyfriend and i know im gona miss that s**t forever
especially the shirt he gave me that started our whole relationship, i miss it too much and i wish i could tell him how sorry i am for mistreating him and not appreciating him enough
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Once, on dark mountain, there lived....... the awesome one.
The awesome one's name was not to be spoken out loud, or else metal spoons will fall from the sky. The awesome one's name is..... Fauntlouroy.
The awesome one's name was not to be spoken out loud, or else metal spoons will fall from the sky. The awesome one's name is..... Fauntlouroy.
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