This pain I feel when I see you is something I can't explain. You tell me you don't want me to leave you that it would hurt you if I left. These words once made me happy but days, weeks, and then months past I still haven't heard the words that I yern for the words that I crave to hear. Though now that I think about it I probably don't deserve them. Yes that must be why it makes perfect since to me now. He told me that this would happen The one person who has taken care of me and took me in to his home. He let me join his team and they became my family. Yes, I should go back to him I should give up and return to his side. There I will stay reverting to my old self and hear those words pour from his lips but never penetrating for they mean nothing.
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