so I've been reading my old journal entrees and holy s**t, i expected so much cringing- but i was pleasantly surprised at the lack of.
at first i was reading random entrees and deleting them all (i was gonna delete them all because preservation is for losers), but after i read a few more i regretted deleting the ones i did. i probably deleted like 20 journal posts, but ill keep the rest. these are gold!
its so silly reading them back and seeing what the me from 7 years ago was interested in and worried about. it's nice too see how much I've changed and how much i haven't. id like to think I've done nothing but good changes- but that's total bull and i know it.
maybe in 7 more years if Gaia still exists and everything is still here, I'll come back and read them again. hell, maybe I'll start writing entries every day. but it seems hard to do since the me now is still as lazy as the me from then, maybe even more.
we'll see.
but ill leave the rest of the entries and delete the ones that arent worth keeping.
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what the hell! for old time's sake:
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