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This week has been HELL! I feel like I'ev been a disappointment to some people.
I have this one friend I'ev been trying to help, but it seems like I'm making there
situation much worse! And this person seems to look up to me and I'm trying
to live up to his xpectation of this one amazing person that will be there no
mater what, but I'm not. I'm just a man.
God is the only one that can live up to his xpectation's and more!
Now this other friend I have. I want to become more in touch and more closer with
this person, but its hard to become close when he doesn't even seem to have the same feeling that I have. He seems to look at me like a toy that he can just play with, and not like a jem that he cherish. Ok that sounds a little gay, but you know what I mean. I see him as an older brother, but doesn't seem to notice me. crying Owell. Ill just have to lev it to God. Now this other friend I have I have been friends with for a very long time. Just recently I feel I cant tell this person about anything about How I feel. Because every time I try to talk to this person it seems that they get on to me, and tells me what I'm doing wrong! Maybe I'm just being to sensitive
because I'm a very sensitive person. Cant help it, thats just who I em.
I hope this doesn't sound like I'm whining!?