I hate my older sister sooo much right now. My littler sister and me don't speak our native language because we were born in the U.S. My family thought that only teaching us a little bit of our language was enough, just the necessities. Like yes, no and store and what not. So there was always a language barrier between my parents and the younger generation. Anyway, the real problem is..well...
My 3rd oldest sister took me and my little sister to Lake Tahoe for a friend's wedding. She was going to be Best Bride's maid or whatever for the Bride. Anyway, we told our oldest sister that we were going and even told our parents too. They didn't say anything so we left anyway. We also wanted to go because it was going to be our first American wedding that we went too. Plus to get away from our nagging parents. Anyway, when we came back, oh and I forgot to mention, that they even called us earlier that day and asked if we were coming home. We said yes and they said OK so they hanged up. Oh and it was my oldest sister that called us too. So anyway, when we came home and my sister left to go and helped the married couple put their stuff back inside, my little sister and me were dropped off at home. When we got home, my mom did the usual thing and said " Oh, here are the kids who have no home. How did you find us? " And blah blah. They asked us were we went and since my little sister and me have a language barrier between my parents and ourselves, we rely on my oldest sister because she is the one that SHOULDN"T stray us wrong. But she did. When we told her that we went to a wedding and our sister left to help unpack the married couples stuff, she misinterpreted the message and just said we helped the married couple move their stuff. My parents were furious. You see, my Mom likes to complain, so we don't usually listen to her that much. However, when my Dad is the one talking, we do it. And this made my Dad really mad. He told me and my little sister to get out and leave the house. Since apparently, we can't learn to call about where were going for 2 days. Then my parents did the most evil thing ever. They said out loud every single thing we ever did wrong, every flaw, and whatever about us. Then when I went to confront my older sister about what she did and even begged her to fix it, she wouldn't She knew what she did wrong and she didn't want to fix it. If she did, she would be the one in trouble for starting this whole thing. She left it the way things are. So now my parents want me and my little sister out of the house by tomorrow and the sister that left to help the married couple won't do much either. She is still helping them move in.
Oh and to add insult to Injury, there are these free loaders that come to the house that are my parents friends. My parents told them everything that they said to us and they even laughed and told us to get out. My parents talk crap about them, but these, ppl come here and laugh at us. I wanted to punch them in the mouth sooo bad!!! Oh and I did try to tell my mom and my dad the real story, but they won't listen to me or my little sister. The oldest one won't show her face at all because afterwords, I told her I despised everything about her. I even told her I disowned here. It may seem rough, but its all her fault that things are like this. She was the one that decided to quit teaching us about our culture and language. She was the one who got us kicked out by our own parents. But right now, shes nothing to me.
I'm not sure how much longer I have left....Right now, I'm to the breaking point... I can't take it anymore, this whole life sucks... Right now, I'm even thinking about committing suicide to get away from all of this, and to show them how much I hate them, i know, thats horrible. I never ever thought like this before and I'm scared TT~TT
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