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So ive been thinking,
its almost valentines day..
but the bad thing is that i actually have no valentine.
for me this is horrible and makes me sad because since i was 13-15 i had at least 7-14 valentines each year.
and this year i dont even have a single one =/
i dont think girls like me anymore v.v
makes me all emotional and stuff D:
i think i lost my mojo or something =/
not to sound desperate or anything..
but if you'd ask me to be your valentine it will make me oh so happy <3

Day 12 of my groundation,
My mind is starting to play tricks with me,
i keep hearing the sounds of bullets and helicopters,
damn i miss my ps3 emo
The sheer boredom is starting to drive me insane.
im starting to yelp and make weird noises when i get extremely bored.
The worst part is that im starting to think,
think about a lot of things,
my brain has never thought this much since the 16 years ive been alive.
its cold so cold.i dont think i can move on Johny,tell Shelly i love her.
now im starting to quote gay movies D:
whats wrong with me.
is this how prison feels?!?!
if it is,this explains the feeling of me wanting to shank something...
i feel lonely oh so lonely.
18 more days to go and it feels like its so close but yet so far away.