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okay, so today, I got a hug from one of my best friends, who i'm in love with, but what can you do? so anyway, i just kinda held him for a second or two, and i think those may have been some of the best seconds of my life.

EDIT: I've done a bit of what might be called "soul-searching" and realized that I'm an idiot and never really took into consideration what my friends think of me lusting after them. I must be such a pain in their a** (no pun intended), mainly because I'm so damn stubborn! I'm not sure what I need to do in this situation now, but I'm hoping to figure it out.