|
|
|
Today we got out early for snow and tomarrow are called off for it too. I am happy, just a chance to stay in, rock out, and chill. I will most likely go sledding with my little sister. On the bright side all of MPl hates me because I insutled two of thier resident self absorbed mods. Oh well, the worst thing that can happen is I could get banned from Gaia for using my gag on maggots, which really lately not been on that much. Oh if you read the topic people think I might report them about thme flaming me and what not. Frankly I don't care that they flame me, though pm harassment kinda sucks but I don't really care. I could jsut log off gaia and come back later. Mainly I blog at Myspace nowaday and what not. Anyhow I am in love with Panic! at the disco right now! yay!
 iBoyWonder · Thu Dec 08, 2005 @ 04:37am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
I know for a fact Sarah hates, me and while i was drasticaly unhappy with her she hates me and does things to hurt me behind my back. I am sick of it if she hates me so much she should jsut tell me.
iBoyWonder · Wed Nov 30, 2005 @ 05:43am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Well lets see, I am putting in apps for college. My biggest fear is that I won't get accepted into anywhere and I'll have to move back in with my abusive mother. That aside, appliying to colleges is an expensive affair or at least it is when you have no money. Whihc brings up another crappy thing, but luckily the resident scholarship Goddess of my school Mrs. Miles has a speical place in her heart for me. School is getting harder but fun. My first Forensics tourny of the year is next weekend and we are working on Haunted Theatre. the only thing is I am losing confidence in myself. I am only in one even at the tourny and one act of Haunted Theatre. Both of my peices rock though, so I should at least break in Prose if not place, and my preformance at HT should be rock people's head off (haha my peice is about a girl with a black ribbon around her neck and when she takes it off the head falls off.) At home, I have been feelig very isolated very very isolated. But it is for the best I suppose, next year I will be away and everyone biologicaly or otherwise in my family will forget about me. I kinda just want to go away to school maybe in Texas that sounds nice huh?
iBoyWonder · Sun Oct 09, 2005 @ 04:10pm · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
A thing that bothers me greatly |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Ok first thing is first I am sorry for not writing in like forever but things have just been blah. Had homecomming alst night apparently I looked sexy and i flirted like hell with tons of boys went to a lame party because Jaston is dating a prep that her and her friends were cramping his style totaly but whatever. Anyway to my little rant.
People do things jsut to get reactions from people. Perfect example I told some one that I had seen Corpse Bride and they were all jealous and blah blah and then they were talking about what a huge fan of Tim burton they were. How Edward Scissorhands was their favorite and whatnot, and he says I like time Burton for the reatctions he gets. Then I said whatever cause that pissed me off and when he was like what? I told him I was sick of people around me doing s**t jsut to get reactions. I mean why can't you like Tim Burton becuase you love the complexity of Jack Skelington? Or you admire how Sally is is great thinker? How Victor and Emily are honest and good? How Edward shows us our socital stigmas over appearence? About how things don't have to be logical all the time that you can still have your choclate factory and your father too? Or how about the fact that the man is a great thinker? No you ahve to like Tim Burton cause it gets you stares. That s**t is ridiculous then he goes stop. Honestly he expected that to amke thigns go away, jsut because you command something does not make it so. Like I told him if he said the sky was purple and you steped outside the sky would still in fact be blue. sjut becuase one self absorbed bible thumping teenager says something does not make it true.
iBoyWonder · Sun Sep 25, 2005 @ 09:48pm · 2 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
I am so stressed over homecomming it is not even funny. I am getting a nom for queen which is so hard core awesome! The cath is I don't have a date and I asked the only person I might have fun with. I don't want to ask some one I am attracted to because that could end up bad for me and everyone else is nto fun like Jaston. the only problem is he already has some one it pisses me off. I am taking it alot harder then I planed and I don't really know why. I don't know if I am going to go and I really need a dress and what not. Everyone is expecting me to go but should I? i really don't want to go alone.
iBoyWonder · Fri Sep 09, 2005 @ 02:39am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Today I bought a copy of the v****a Monolouges. I read the whole thing in a matter of hours, and I must say it is quite possibly the best book I have ever read, I have never been more proud or courios about the organ between my legs. I was reading and I realized I have never looked at my v****a, I mean really sit down and peer at it with a hand mirror. also it makes me feel so much better about a certain insident that happened to me a few weeks ago. It also motivates me to get out there and to be a part of it. I want to see the show live and preform the peices. On Valentines day all over the world people preform TVM and send the procedes to a foundation to stop Viloence against women. Msotly it is done in colleges, I however am in a position of theater power and this year I am going to try as hard as I can to bring V Day to my school. I know it might be a little hard to get particulay with my last run in with teh VP but I don't care I wnat it done I wnat to help to be a part of something glourious that is powered by the very tulip that is inbetween my legs. there is one peice I want to read in particular that is about a woment that becoms a dominatrix after being a lawyer becasue the power of a moan moves her. Hell I would preform the whole thing if only it could happen. I can see it in my mind right now. Me sitting on a tall stool in the middle of the stage reading teh book aloud insipring some and pissing others off to no end, but feeling proud about how blunt I am beng about the human body, hell if needed I could recruit cassy and it would rock so hard. I am now on a mission to better this world and all because of a small book that made me cry and feel a deep seated lovee for my sexual organ.
iBoyWonder · Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 02:45am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
blah gaia ate my post any way long story short spent/had stolen 150 dollars 9fifty stolen and the rest for liek cams and sunblock and what not). By this time tomarrow your guys favorite kitten will e beaching it up in Cancun.
iBoyWonder · Fri Aug 05, 2005 @ 10:04pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Today I got into a fight with Alex who is here until saterday finishing up some erands. I hated it, work sucked out of sever survers I was the nly one to show up it sucked so hard.
iBoyWonder · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 03:24am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
