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I'm online here for lika ten minutes/half year...

Dunno why I still have my account, maybe it's time to let go?
I know that some is interested in my headband so maybe give it away just to be nice? I don't know quite yet.

To continue on my boys-stories, I'm still in love with Martin and he has moved in with me. Obviously he has figured out what love is, cause now he says he loves me, wiiie =D

What else to report... I now have a bachelor's degree in... kind of law but not really... hehe very well.

Thai-food is the s**t by the way!

Someone is trying to hack into my Gaia-account. Why? I dunno. Maybe someone want my angelic headband? Hmm I have no clue actually, don't reallt know who it is or why. Anyhow.

I'm reading my old posts. Pretty fun actually! I'm only writing about all the guys I'm in loev with, haha, so when you read it now without looking at the dates it lookes like I change boyfriends lika I change underwear.

I can proudly tell you that I now have a new boyfriend, Martin. He is by FAR the cutest and best looking of them all. Our relationship is also the "strangest" of all. He hasn't loved anyone he says, so he can't say that he loves me, couse he dosen't know what love feels like. stare Hope he'll figure that one out soon. I'llmake sure he will. I'll help him. Yeah.

Well... that's pretty much it for now. Just wanted to inform about the theif-to-be that is trying to get my password, but no one will never figure it out *moahaha*
pirate

Honey, are you alive?
I had a dream about you tonight and I felt how much I miss hanging out with you...
Please talk to me in some way and tell me that you are fine even if you don't wanna se me ever again.

Love you.

Hugs

Today (soon, I have to leave in 30 minutes) I'm going to town to fetch the key to my new apartment! My first "out-of-home-home". I'm nervous!
I'm moving togehter with Emanuel, my boyfriend... Well.. I've been staying in his apartment for 6 months now, but it doesn't feel like mine. The new place is mine.
Ours.

I've been having all of there strange dreams lately... About aeroplanes and guys. Sometimes I'm leaving... Sometimes I'm on my way home... I've been dreaming about my very good friend Thure (hwo is adorable) several times.... We've been kissing and all kind of stuff (not only with Thure, but I've been kissing all the guys I've met in my dreams... And I always fall in love with them all, and wake up with the feeling of new love....) All this bothers me... I love Emanuel, and I want him! All the stupid dreams make me have second toughts... I guess it's like when you'r getting married ad all you can see is cute single men...

Well... I better get dressed and stuff...

See ya

I just got a pink box.
What do you think I found in it?
A coconut bra!!! stressed
Why would I want a coconut bra?!
I might just throw the crap away...

eek
I just got a pink box. I need to open it soon...
I wonder what's in it =)

I'm happy. Very Happy...
Could be couse of the A (mvg) I just got on an oral
presentation in my Swedish class. I'm not a person
hwo hold speeches...
But this just feels SO great!

Well, there is another thing I feel happy about as well...
His name is Emanuel and I kind of thinks that I kind of
is in love with him redface
Met him on a Heavy metal club (not that I listen to metal
but any way) when I was out with Sara, Valkyria86, last
saturday.

he's three apples tall (just like a Smurf) and he's got...
Brown eyes... Kind of long hair, but he's cutting it this
Weekend... He loves talking (belive me, I know!) And
he's laughing all of the time... What else can I tell you?
he got warm hands and he's the kindest! (but he can't cook)

well... Now i'm leaving for playing the trumpet... from 17-21..
We have a gig 28th of aprilso...
See you around!

No school. One week off.
Feels great!

Johan talked to me the other day. He told me that
he wasn't interested so he wanted me to stop flirting.
Wow, it takes courage to say something like that!
Anyhow, I wasn't very flirty... I acted more like I wanted
to be his friend... Now, when I look back on it, lucky me
that I didn't start flirting with him. By the way, he isn't that
cute after all... Only his eyes... they are pritty.

Talking to Sanja now. Chit-chatting on the msn.
Long time no see. it's nice, kind of missed her.
But it feels like it doesn't matter for how long we
will be apart, she will always be my friend heart

I'm on my way to kindergarden now...
Gonna work... Or work, help them out so
that I can go to the US as an au pair this
autumn. So, I must leave you now.
Take care please.

The orchestra had an easter paryt this afternoon. I thought that it would last for about 3 hours. I came home 7 hours after I left!

Johan was there. At first I thought that he wouldn't cuz we were supposed to be there at 3 PM, ha came at 4 PM. (well, most of the peolpe came rather late...)

We ate some easter food, that would be meatballs, potatoes, eggs (with caviar), salmon and a whole bunch of other stuff. I brought a home-mixed sallad.

Well after the food and dessert (a heavenly tasty choclate-cake) we hade some games. I made a totaly fool out of my self! I HATE charades, I really do! I don't wanna be in front of people and look like a stupid cow, but Johan made me. I just couldn't say no...

We sat there, talking and playing games for... 5 hours! OMG!
Well, I can tell you, if Johan hadn't been there, I would have left after maybe one hour of games.

I gave him a ride home after that, but no kissing.. Well, I guess i have to tell him some day, some way, that I like him... Just don't know how... ninja

By the way. I just got a trunk... guess what happened!
Gaia said "sorry we're busy at the moment"
And now the trunk is gone! *hate*