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Hi I am Rianne from 2015 and I am currently 19 years old and holy s**t im still pretty lame. But thats okay cause your lame a** got yourself some amazing people in your life, and thats pretty great. Your into rave s**t and still obsessed with Sailormoon, and you might be Sailor pluto for EDCLV2016 so if you read this another 5 years from now, your gonna laugh. Oh and your simpin over some boy who used to totally dig you but you curved a homie, basically killing any hope left for the moment you realised how you like him to and now its too late. Yeah you got a big heart, and don't forget how much compassion you have either. Life is ******** scary as an adult and its not always about you. Take care of yourself girl. Your flower is still intact, and thats aye okay cause you can describe yourself as a demisexual if you want to describe why its still not a thing where youve been in a relationship and or hooked up yet. I mean you can say you love yourself too much but lol ******** no sex is probably great, and you can only imagine it with someone you absolutley trust and love and find attractive and beautiful to adore. Your also touching basis on your romantic side, and don't be scared to give your heart out, if your friends can love you, the person you will fall for with definetley love you back. I think 2015 was a big year of finding yourself girly, and you have touched a lot of basis with God and he has helped you through so much, so dont forget what this year has done for you. You have learned another dimension on love and happiness, and don't forget to love, and You and I are so ******** excited to feel what is like to fall in love. Be patient, because I have a tiny feeling it might happen soon. I don't know with who to behonest, but Im saying this only because you are starting to love yourself more than you ever had. You have been opening up to your loved ones about your depression. Our depression. I thought that everyone knew, but teenager you was so oblivious that no one was getting hints of your depression. im a drama queen lady but at the same time you reconize your actions, and also you over think the ******** out of everything, its unnormally bad. you should really try to stop the bad overthinking habit too. thats what triggers your depression my lady. You have ADHD too and on December 16th, you will be having an appoinment for it with a doctor. yay 4 you. future me, I hope I can be proud of you, and I know I will be cause I am smart and kind, and people can learn to like me for me. Just take care of yourself, and love as much as you can.

I also want you to remember this statment im about to make



You have fallen in love with the world and people. You have watched a girl walk in front of you and thought how lovley it would be falling in love with that girl. And no not just her, but every person youve seen, you have seen the beauty in a lot of people and thought to yourself of what kind of love and relationship one can have with that person. You constantly put yourself in other peoples shoes and see the beauty in everyone. You love people and thats why people love you. Don't stop loving things you see the beauty in. and don't forget to give love to yourself.
Kay this is 19 year old Rianne, and you are one sensitive son of a b***h. crying cool mrgreen