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Things have a wonderful way of changing,
Like a killer avoiding a hanging,
Like when a couple is fighting,
(5.) Im out in the fire again.
(3.) Every dreamer has their nightmare,
(4.) Like when a person just stares and stares,
(2.) Why play an ace when a two will do,
(1.) Like the first time I told you I loved you,
(Chorus)(Tiny cymbal taps)
“Listen yee to my tongue tonight,
Hold on to your loved ones tight,
Don’t turn away from the victims cries,
I can see it in your eyes!
It’s holding you back!”
(fade in)
like everything you’ve ever wanted,
(fade out)
like everything you’ve ever loved,
(fade in)
like a candle burning bright,
(fade out)
like your love for me tonight!
(chorus)
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(5.)
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im out in the fire again my friend...
 Jakk-Arcani · Sun Apr 22, 2007 @ 09:55pm · 2 Comments |
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These four walls cant hold me in,
When screaming is my end,
Your sick of all the lies,
And im sick of being left behind,
Where do, I go from here,
When did, you drain my fear,
Im not, the only one,
Who wants you, to be the one, to take them,
(1.) Far away, when the lights go out you’ll see my pain!
when you know...
(chorus)
that This stage cant keep my, voice at bay,
(ill scream, and ill scream, and ill scream, life away!)
“till my vocal chord don’t work anymore, and it only comes out as a jacked up scene!”
and ill stand at the edge of my carnage and say,
this is the end...to a beautiful day,
where you cant say, im always empty, and im not worth anything,
after all iv, given and taken, my loves gone silent,
and its all on me.
all--i--can--take!
we play here we stay here,
we cry here we die here,
we live here we give here,
we all want to be here unless its the end of our days,
(but if im living on self respect, than im not living at all!)
(if im living on love than im buying on time!)
(without somebody loving isnt worth a dime!)
am i gunna die here with you,
am i gunna...
am i gunna die here on this stage!
(chorus)
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i will die here alone i will die!
(1.)
(chorus)
(chorus)
Jakk-Arcani · Tue Mar 20, 2007 @ 02:38am · 2 Comments |
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(Soft acoustic, sad and lethargic for about 20 seconds)
(Shifts to metal but really slow)
when did this endless, love for you,
break into, a puddle,
oh what do I do?
What if I wanted to speak,
Speak for the end of me,
What if I wanted to take...my...
Hope, like a river in the moment of our time,
“will you be mine?”
when we held each other,
I hoped...that time...would die...
But like hateless rapture....id like to say!
(chorus)
I am too afraid to live life for you,
I am too afraid to walk this world alone,
I am too afraid to tell you, I love you,
I’ll never be the same, just leave me here alone!
(2.) (alone...)
I remember when I told you I felt the same way,
Yes I still remember to this day,
When did all of this hope start dying?
(1.) Baby would you tell me that im not here alone?
Tell me im not worth a thing to you now,
Tell me I, was the one who split our worlds, apart!
(chorus)
(2.)
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(1.)
if I ever did, anything to make this worse,
please tell me im worthless,
Please tell me im not worth a thing,
Baby if you leave, than make sure I know,
Take my breath away,
And leave me here alone,
(2.)
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Jakk-Arcani · Tue Mar 13, 2007 @ 12:35am · 4 Comments |
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What is wrong with me,
Why do I see my misery,
Why dose it go, as far as I can see?
Ill never be what I want to be,
(chorus)
In the end it dosent matter, I try so hard, and it dosent even matter!
So no matter what, let the games begin,
No matter what, may the best man win,
No matter what, it will end in terror,
No matter what, will we fight for ever?
I don’t see,
(1.) Whats—wrong—with—me!
Or what I can do to tell you I love you,
If I cant hold your hand I think ill hold my breath!
“And iv taken all that I can take and its still to much!”
“What do you want from me, why, WHY??”
(chorus)
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so many words I cant say,
so many days I cant stay,
“and the pages are all torn and frayed!”
(2.) saying...burn, learn, earn!
Singing...be, see, LOVE ME!
Why don’t you love me anymore?
Why didn’t you tell me when you walked out the door?
And you left my heart on the floor,
With your footprints all over my soul!
Did I not do enough?
Did I not take enough?
Did I not give enough?
Did I not, hope enough?
“Enough for both of us?”
(chorus)
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“whats wrong with me?”
“am I not worth any love?”
PLEASE TELL ME WHY THIS IS MY END OF ENDS?!
Jakk-Arcani · Tue Mar 06, 2007 @ 01:59am · 3 Comments |
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fates got me wrapped in a grip that,
i cant struggle out of,
no matter if i try or if i die,
i want to see the way,
i want to learn where my blindness is....
and i hope-- if im going no where,
and i pray-- that it'll be enough,
and i sing-- sing so you can hear me,
so you can hear--me--scream!
(chorus)
i wonder when these wounds will heal, and leave, my pain,
is to much for one person to handle,
(1.)and your pain, is somthing ill take away to add to my own,
(i may be the one who hurts but i dont want others)
i want you to take me and make me see where my tragedy escapes my mind,
and tell me you love me even if its on the day that i die,
now the rain makes my mind weep, it weeps and it weeps,
and i wonder when its going to stop,
saying: obey, belive, live for, be honest, be greatfull, be sweet, be mine!
i just wanna stay inside the hole i dug myself into,
and not polute your world with my words,
(2.)so put the bullet in my head and let me sleep...sleep...
dont let me drag you down,
dont let me make you drown,
dont let this thing come between you and killing me,
i dont wanna be anything, but a memory,
(chorus)
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Jakk-Arcani · Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 07:03am · 1 Comments |
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All of my weaknesses can’t be forgiven,
A light in the sky of my mind,
You say im good for it,
I say this is the day that I die.
All I wanted was the same old high altitude.
And now I’m lucky to get my six--feet--under!
I walk among hate and the malice,
Still looking, looking for my chalice.
I wanna be the one to let you know--where--love--bloomed!
(Chorus)
And I keep an open mind, to all the pressure I can take from being endlessly blind!
[If im not gunna see you, at least let me hear you scream!]
But when you are the one, to catch a breath and be the best,
I know, why im always here in the dirt,
[If you only knew]....IF YOU ONLY KNEW!
Cover me and don’t let me see...
The darkness inside--of--me!
I wanna be the one to let you find,
The kindness in-my-eyes,
But if I let into my oppression,
(1.) Will it become your obsession?
(2.) “I don’t want it to die”
(3.) “Why can’t I stay behind?”
(Chorus)
(1.)
(2.)
(3.)
Cover up, with the blood of your enemy,
Tell me im not blind.
Do you feel like you know me?
Do you wanna leave--me--behind?
Is there such a think a happiness when your lost in the abyss of your own mind and I...
(chorus)
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(3.)
Jakk-Arcani · Sun Feb 11, 2007 @ 01:53am · 1 Comments |
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Lake of red
All it's here.
My, my, my, lake of red.
Moon underneath my feet.
Sick white.
Suffocate!
Do you know who you are?
Tell me where I am, you whore!
It's too difficult for me.
(One long tear to drag it's way down.)
(Chorus)
Red Lake After...
A red lake after the dawn.
So deep in hell.
Too late for me to breathe.
Where am I, and Why am I dead?
Just drop dead, and I will leave you to your hell.
Depressed, veil of hell.
(Red Lake After...)
(A red lake after the dawn.)
(So deep in hell.)
(Too late for me to breathe.)
(Where am I, and Why am I dead?)
Jakk-Arcani · Tue Jan 30, 2007 @ 12:00am · 2 Comments |
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Rewind
She took a bullet to the head.
I wish I could do a little more for this heartache.
To reset to the moment in time where I told her I didn't love her.
Like a merry-go-round.
That doesn't stop, or slow-down.
Hit fast-forward to a desolate town.
You don't know what you found. (Or, how you're here.)
(Chorus)
Hit rewind for a moment.
Back to the time where I had made up my mind to let you go.
So, I can tell you to stay with me.
Don't press play on this tragedy!
Give me back my person that makes me happy!
Hit rewind for a moment.
Back to the time where I had made up my mind to let you go.
So, I can tell you to stay with me.
Don't press play on this tragedy!
Give me back my person that makes me happy!
Hit rewind, one more time, for another chance to make you mine...
Jakk-Arcani · Mon Jan 29, 2007 @ 11:58pm · 3 Comments |
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