My first Tyme being Depressed in my Lyfe (3-23-09)
Ughh Spring Break ended And I have no idea why but I was extremely depressed today...
Nobody cared...At all...
I felt sick and couldn't stop crying and I went to the nurse and got picked up...Then when I told my mom all she said was "I'm surprised...You don't usually cry easily..."
I FELT TERRIBLE!
D; And Nobody cares....
My best friend laughed at me...
And nobody even noticed that I left school after 1st hour today....
Then mom took me to the doctor 'cuz I needed a note for leaving...
And the doctor INVADED MY SPACE!! D< She touched me all over...Dude wth...If you don't see anything wrong then THERE's NOTHING WRONG!
Stupid Doctors don't know ANYTHING! I KNOW MORE THAN THEM!! D< And I'm what...13?!
My gawd.....
So nobody cares...Doctors and parents just make things worse... Friends woulda made things worse but I was just hapy to see them no matter how much they ignored me....
People I rarely talked to said they loved my hair...But I could careless about that..Thanks for trying though....
=l
Mom thinks it's all just because of my anxiety but...It coulda only been half that...Because I didn't feel nervous at all...
Ughh...And then somebody had to tell me we had TONS of Hmwk... OUR 1ST DAY BACK TOO!!?
Never again Please....
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