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It's been a very long time since I put a entry in this thing.... That's how long I haven't edited my journal or profile...

Well I better get to work on that...

Hiya everybody!

It's Queen Annabelle and it's a new year. So far this semester at school it SUCKS! I have none of my friends in none of my classes! (err...) Either is my crush! (grr... it makes me so mad even today!) And it's all because I failed ALGEBRA II! I kick myself in the butt for that, I should had listened to Katqueen when I had the chance! How was I so stupid!!!

I only see my crush when I leave school everyday or sometimes he's with his girlfriend! I should have asked him out before she did. scream gonk crying gonk scream

I feel so bad I would have went to the Navy Ball and Prom with him if I wasn't afraid to ask him!!!

Well It was great to get on again when I have the chance. School has taken over completely and I don't have time to be online anymore! gonk As long as I don't have a house phone or a modem in my computer I can't get online and that sucks. And Gaia Online is blocked off the school computers so I can't get on all I can do is read fanfiction! My friends, I'll see ya when I have the chance! Love ya my friends!

Queen Annabelle

Hiya, everybody! Here's a Special entry, about my true feelings about the best friend I love most...

Have you ever had a true feeling about your best friend?
Were you scared to tell him how you felt about him?
Did you come home from school every afternoon crying thinking about him?
Would you give the world to him when you have the chance?
Would you ever tell him that you love him so?

These are the questions I would have answered myself...

My feelings for him are amazing... I wish he knew that I had true feelings for him...
Everyday I wish I had the balls to tell him that I love him.

I'm so scared to tell him... Is it because he will reject me like the other guys I liked did or would he say "Let's stay friends"...

I feel lucky to have a friend like him... Getting a hug every morning and after class... Talking about the things we like or dislike... seeing him tired and cheering him up when he's down... I'm so happy when he is around... I feel so awesome when I see him...

Waiting at the same spot he's at every morning... Laughing at the teacher during 1st period... passing notes around since the 10th grade... laughing at every stupid thing that happens... Seeing the goofball inside... and bringing out the goofball in me... I actually feel like somebody... you know... even the littlest things brings a smile on his face...

...Awww... I'm not very good at confessing my feelings for anybody... My bestest friend... The one I dedicated this to... I'm hoping your reading this right now... I should have told you this before when I have the chance... I love you... and you are the best friend I ever had... I want it to be more than just friends now... I just hope you accept the fact that I want you to be more then a friend...

I'm loving you so bad it hurts...

One of my favorite songs... dedicated to a friend....

Lovefool- Cardigans

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
You love me no longer, I know
And maybe there is nothing,
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
That I ought to stick to another man
A man that surely deserves me
But I think you do!

So I cry, and I pray, and I beg

Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me, love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
So I cry and I pray for you to
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...

Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go

So I cry I pray and I beg

Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me, love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
So I cry and I beg for you to
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me, love me
I know that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...

1000 Words- Jade from Sweetbox

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
You words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distance then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears 'cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain
When I turned back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid
To say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can forget
I still relive that day
You've been there with me all the way
I still hear you say

"Wait for me, I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore
To hide the doubt
When I turned back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait?
But now I'm strong enough
To know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh, a thousand words
One thousand embraces
will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh, a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever

A thousand words...

Hi, Everyone. It's me again.

I decided to dedicate this entry to all my bestest friends!
Without ya, there won't be Queen Annabelle today! I love you all!
You're the bestest friends and I'll be lost without you guys!

My Bestest Friends: (From Bestest to Best)

1) Eveadent (You're an awesome friend! You are the best guy friend I ever had! No matter what gets in the way of our friendship you will always be in my heart! Everybody has good times and bad. Even when things go sour... I will alway be there! 4laugh You're the bestest of the Best!)

2) Katqueen (You're my best female friend. I would never survive my junior year and ROTC without you. You're so awesome!!! You rock!!! blaugh )

3) Colorguardgurl15 (I miss hanging out with you during the morning and during lunch. I actually miss being a sophomore... but no matter what grade I'm in, I always got your back and will always be there when no body else is... don't worry, You will always have a friend! You're awesome! blaugh )

4) Yuffiek16 (I know you don't get on a lot but you are a great summer buddy. Always writing fanfiction and playing Final Fantasy together! It's very exciting to be your friend.

And to the rest of my friends: Don't be upset if you weren't on this list. I still love you all anyways and for forever!!!! blaugh heart blaugh heart

Queen Annabelle

PS- Next year, it's going to be the biggest year of my life. I'm going to be a SENIOR! I can't wait until that time comes. It excites me and also makes me nervious... I will always remember the good times and bad... Even though the bad time we all just cry together... well anyways, I LOVE YOU ALL!!! I'll will never forget you guys!!!
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Hi, every friend from FHHS (Forest Hills High School),

I'm writing a story script. It's called "My Animated Life" If any one would like to have their name used in the story just ask me! (Some people I already have in my story so if you are in the story already, don't freak out... just bear with me. If you don't want your name to be used if it's already used, I'll take it out... Soon I planning to publish this story years from now... so if anyone actually want to be famous in the future, just ask me... (MY FRIENDS FROM FHHS ONLY!)

Thanks for the Support everyone,
I love you all!
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Queen Annabelle!

Hi everybody! It's been a while! Needed another entry in the journal!

I actually took a few more quizzes on Quizzilla the other day and I got these results!

What DBZ Villain are you?
Perfect Cell

What Final Fantasy X character are you?
Auron (My most fav character of all! Besides Cell and Kuja!)

My family is nagging right now and it's annoying!!!! I'm saying this in my thoughts now: SOMEONE KILL ME NOW!!!!!! *Starts screaming* scream crying crying gonk

Ok, everyone! Annabelle, Log me off!

Annabelle: Roger!

It's nice to write a entry again! I'll write again soon! Bye, everyone!