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I Have decided to start this Journal for what reson I don't know I don't know a lot about the way I think so my guess is I stared this Journal to look back on my self to see what and How I think in my despret Hours. This will help me better understand my different personalities. .. I realized some things to day I am a different Person every time I talk to some one. I don't know why but it could be that I am the same Person but some one else. stare Hmmm... I will begin to label the different People I think respond to the Questions I ask my self. I Have a feeling I will discover more than I can handle ...
you know if I look back now I seem Prity paranoid. well so far its working, idea do I think am crazy.... I don't know? It could be that the fackted I think am crazy could be the result of my own paranoia... friends... I hide The way I think infront of them. am not my true self in public but most of the time none of us are...to Hide one of your true selves is hard... but to hide many is a task. It would seem That some get out even when I think am in control... am I?
The more time that passes me by I feel that I will fall to the feelings that I wish were with me without fail.... If you feel that there's some one or some thing you don't understand read most of my thots some time you should let other people think in your place... I wish some one would do That for me... or maybe they are. . .