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1.) What is your real name?
Shanna Brittany Flowers
2.) What state do you live in?
California
3.) Are you a virgin?
Yes
4.) If not, are you happy with the person you gave it up to?
This does not apply.
5.) If you're still a virgin, how would you like to give it up and why?
It's not really something I think about, I guess it might be cool in the rain.
6.) What's your biggest fetish and why?
Bondage of all kinds, watching people cry entertains me.
7.) Do you think you unconciously connect it to something from your childhood?
I hope not.
8.) What do you hate most about yourself?
I really don't hate anything about myself.
9.) Why?
It's called being content.
10.) What happened to make you hate that aspect of yourself?
Haha.. I don't know.
11.) What is your religion if you have one?
Agnostic.
12.) Why do you choose to worship in said way?
Well, until I'm certain there is a God I can't let myself believe in a God.
13.) Do you worship because it gives you hope? Or perhaps meaning to your life?
I have no faith.
14.) Honestly, has the thought ever crossed your mind that God has abandoned you?
Quite frequently.
15.) If so, are you ashamed of said thought?
No.
16.) What do you think your meaning is in this life?
To live and then to die.
17.) What if there is no meaning?
The so be it.
18.) Does that scare you?
Not really.
19.) Does that make your life seem pointless?
Certainly.
20.) What's your greatest fear?
Bees.
21.) Why?
I don't really know.
22.) Would you ever be willing to face your fear?
******** no!
23.) What happened to make you afraid of that particular thing?
Again, I don't know.
24.) Would you ever re-live it, to understand why it bothered you so much?
I would like to know why I am afraid of bees, so, I suppose I could handle it.
25.) What are you afraid of losing?
My family.
26.) Why?
Because I love them a lot.
27.) Would it make you feel alone in this world?
Yes.
28.) Do you believe you're ugly on the inside?
I think everyone is ugly on the inside.
29.) If so, why? If not, why not?
We're all shallow and uncaring. Some more than others, some less than others, but all the same... we are.
30.) Do you think you truly know and understand yourself?
Yes.
31.) Does it scare you to know you really might not know who you are?
No.
32.) Does the thought scare you that someday you might find someone who wants to know everything about you?
Not really.
33.) If it does, why? If it doesn't, why not?
Because people will never know everything about any one person. We all have secrets we'll never tell.
34.) Do you truly believe you have nothing to hide?
I do.
35.) If so, tell me the most horrible thing you've ever done and why.
If not, why are you so ashamed of it that you think you must hide it?
I've attempted suicide because I simply didn't think life was worth living.
36.) Does it bother you that eventually you will die?
Not really.
37.) Have you said everything you want to say to those you know before you die?
At one time or another.
38.) Does it scare you that you might not get to tell those you love how much they matter to you before you die?
If I love them they should know how much I love them already.
39.) What do you think you'd be like if you lost total control of your temper?
I think I'd be a serial killer, honestly.
40.) If you're not sure, does that scare you? If you have lost total control of your temper, are you ashamed of how you got?
I usually keep a level head.
41.) At the same time, do you really want to just lose your temper?
It doesn't matter.
42.) Is the thought of doing so liberating in some way?
No.
43.) Have you ever had suicidal thoughts or feelings?
Yes, I'e acted on them as well.
44.) If so, why? If not, what do you think about suicide?
Life just didn't seem to matter at the time.
45.) Have you ever partook in self-mutilation?
Yes.
46.) If so, does/did it give you some sick pleasure?
If not, does it disturb you? Why?
Well, it is pleasuable, yes.
47.) Do you believe it's some how silghtly fascinating how one person can hate something so much that they take their own life or hurt themselves?
I really do.
48.) What do you think compels them to look so much at the bad in their life?
Sometimes the bad things are all they've got.
49.) Do you like to act 'tough' online?
I act tough all the time.
50.) Does it give you some kind of self-satisfaction?
Not really.
51.) Why do you feel the need to act that way? If you don't, why do you THINK people feel the need to act as such?
I don't feel the need, it's usually done as a joke.
52.) Do you have a low self-esteem?
No.
53.) If so, why? If not, why?
Because I'm beautiful and I've got a lovely personality.
54.) What would it take to lower your self-esteem?
Nothing.
55.) Would you take some form of pleasure from it?
No.
56.) Do you sometimes secretly like being humiliated?
No.
57.) Do you think you would ever like being sexually humiliated?
No.
58.) If so, is it because you feel guilty of WANTING such a thing? If not, would you like to sexually humiliated someone else?
No.
59.) Does the thought of being weak and powerless and completely at someone else's mercy thrill you, scare you,...or both?
Neither, really.
60.) Why?
I'm a sociopath.
61.) Do you think gaia allows you to be who you want to be?
Sure.
62.) If so, do you act different on here than in real life?
If not, why?
Not really, why should I put on a facade online?
63.) Why do you think so many people are dedicated to gaia?
They're freaks.
64.) Do you think perhaps all gaians are desperate for a way to express themselves?
No.
65.) Why do YOU like gaia so much?
It's entertaining when I get bored.
66.) Do you enjoy that you can act however you want because people don't know who you really are?
Not really.
67.) Would you act the same if everyone on here knew you in real life?
Yes, I would.
68.) Would you act different?
No.
69.) Does the key board give you a sense of power?
No.
70.) Does it make you feel like you can say whatever you want?
I usually say what I want.
71.) Would you say something you've said on gaia to someone's face?
Yes.
72.) Do you think people can say inconsiderate things on gaia because they don't know the person behind the avatar so to speak?
Yes.
73.) Do YOU care that there's a person behind the avatar with feelings just like you?
More often then not.
74.) Do you think some people act like sluts on here because it boosts their self-esteem?
Probably.
75.) Do you think they actually act like that in real life?
Yes.
76.) Do YOU ever act like a slut on gaia?
No.
77.) If so, why?
If not, would you ever?
No.
78.) Are you a different person in real life?
Not really.
79.) If so, why do you feel the need to act differently on here?
If not, are you truly THAT unafraid of what people may think?
I really am.
80.) Do you crave attention at times?
Who doesn't?
81.) If so, why? Does it make you feel important?
If not, why not? Are you afraid if people notice you they'll hurt you?
No, not really.
82.) Does the thought of being absolutely alone scare you?
Yes.
83.) If so, why?
If not, do you CRAVE to be alone?
I get paranoid.
84.) Do you consider yourself attractive?
If so, why? If not, why not?
Yes, I really do.
85.) If every member of gaia was assembled in an auditorium, would you stand up infront of them all and answer these questions truthfully?
Yes.
 F ii C T ii O N · Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 10:19am · 0 Comments |
