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i hate this, i hate this alot! :/
i feel like there is giant chasm between me and friends..... im scared, i dont wanna lose them, my friends are important to me sad

life sucks, there's too much s**t going on, too much drama.
thats why they call it a crush, you usually end up hurt. I'm not cut out for love, relationships, ive never had a girlfriend, never will, only to end up the same way every time, ive been ran over, i hurt my self so much on my own and too many other occassions, physical pain can last so long, but heart break has hurt the most and lasted the longest.... F**K LOVE!
im not happy, im not SUPPOSED to be happy. Destiny just wont allow me to be happy for even a week. Im just a nobody, i have been, i always will be, in the darkness for now and forever