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	Agony and Deceit Are My Pens A twisted world needs a twisted mind. What better than mine to satisfy it with.

	Foolish
	Foolish


Cold as ice Hard as stone Your heart I've longed to hold To melt that icy glare To embrace you My affections have never changed I loved you throughout Yet you scorn me for my foolishness You push me away I can't help but think How stupid you are to insist on being alone I could love you I could hold you I could ease your suffered cries Yet you make me watch helplessly as you die Cornered at a turn You just stare with that defiant glare in your eye I know that beneath You are rotting with demise Then you snap Making it hard to love you You intentionally try to scare me away Baby don't you know That could never be arranged You live in a selfish world Where you think no one can help Why can't you realize That I'm here Does this mean I'm not good enough Or does it mean you can't love I run through the turmoil in my head Yet I can't stop my heart Until the day I breathe my last breath I will wait for you I will make sure you listen To know that I can love you And that I don't blame you for making me feel foolish Sensory Screener · Thu Jun 18, 2009 @ 03:30pm · 0 Comments

	Prisoner In Paradise
	Prisoner In Paradise


why oh why can't I get you out of my mind I'm going crazy You make me shiver in this endless night back in the middle of nowhere I can't seem to break you're spell A cruel curse you have placed on me I grow rabid in this delusion turning to fate's hand I expect a minor embrace Infected with haste I crawl into this prison awaiting my savior To escape from you're mean spiral To be killed of my hesitation A beast in the forest Running free of chains You've bound me alive and broken my restraint I can't resist this urge Don't blame me You tempted me with that smirk Closing in The prey becomes the beast I feel my claws wrap around you I lose my sight of you I feel your heat You breathes become short and ragged I hear your cold shivers your pushing me away desperately you fight I loosen my grip and I see you fall Your eyes filled with shock Then relief Then your mouth turns into a smug smirk You bind me in my own hell I dig my claws into my skin trying to endure this torture I can't escape I can't break free You twist me between your fingers You control me I'm a prisoner A prisoner in paradise Sensory Screener · Thu Jun 18, 2009 @ 03:29pm · 0 Comments

	Mirror
	Mirror


I look into the glass and who do I see I see a little girl With an icy look And a torn old book And I realize that little girl is me Left alone In an adults world Never knowing a clue Forced to grow up With my life disrupted I could only wish to be set free Here I am Looking between the lines I look back on those times And wish someone had noticed me In my little corner I sat Hoping my pain would go away And I wanted to be who I wanted to be My cheerful childhood Was nothing of the sort I suffered in agony I would close my eyes And forget about the hurt If only I could Be stronger than I was Then maybe I wouldn't see A scared little girl With an icy look Holding a torn old book Staring back at me Sensory Screener · Thu Jun 18, 2009 @ 03:28pm · 0 Comments


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