Happy New Year! Well, not really... Ever since January came around (yeah the WHOLE 2 days) I've felt this anxiety. The kind you get when I huge essay is due in a week and you haven't even started. And why? Because of school. Vacas are over and I'm now in the home stretch of the final 4 months of my first year of uni. I do get an extra day than kids in elementary and high school but what's the point when you feel terrible and you kind of don't want to see your friends. To top things off my friend keeps calling me like we're best friends now or something. The problem? He LOVES to talk on the phone about his problems and i just don't. I know it's strange for a girl not to want to tell her feelings to her friends, but what can you do when their so pretentious? I'm going to be watching a movie tomorrow with a few friends and I'm dreading it. Why would I want to see them a day earlier when I'm going to be seeing them during school or at parties? Guh!!!! I'm really tired and just want to sleep. Oh yes, and the homework I was doing last time. I started it today! Yay! It took me about half a week to get started and even now I've only done half. Still got half to go and it's due Wednesday. I also haven't changed into my double major status as of yet and I haven't even begun on my research essay due in april and my 100 entry discography of jazz... seriously why would i listen to that much... i want to kill my teacher (who will not be named). As you can see I'll just mainly be raging for a bit and I'm glad I added an entry before the week is over. smile It makes me feel responsible even though it's quite the opposite... *sigh* I wonder if I'll finish my homework today. Something tells me no but It would relieve some of this stress and anxiety I feel.
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