Alright so it's may 5, 2007...it's my one month with my boyfriend stephen...he means so much to me...and i don't think he'll ever relize that. I'm not sure if i trust him. i can't really trust people. it's really hard but i do care about him. he is the only guy i have ever been with that has treated me right. i wish i knew if he was the one or not because i'm tired of trying to figure it out all on my own. I mean...you look every where but you can only find that some one till either just in time...or when it's too late. i hope he is the one though...because i really truley love him.