:dances: I just go back (more or less) from hanging out with justin. ^_^ We went bowling i sucked but I smiled and laughed and he did too. Even though he was tired. :p
We then went to the park and talked i like talking to him. He actually listens ^_^ and makes me laugh that is the best thing in the world. To laugh, i love laughing ^_^ Itry to do it as much as possible. But anywho, on the ride home my mothers auto decided to revolt against her and the belt thingy was acting up between her curseing the cluck cluck sound of trouble that was coming ever closer. I was blamed for this mess. I was blamed for an thing that i cannot possibly control. However i am getting used to that, the always being blamed for things that i cannot control. So now i just mind my own biss and escape into my own world. It feels good in my own world. I love it ^_^ my so called happy place. I am not responsible for anyone else happy-ness in my world. It feels good to be able to actually breath. However sooner or later i have to come back to the real world. >< But i will always smile like today is my last day. For if you don't smile your already a part dead and if you don't believe in Love that your 3 parts dead and add that to not smiling then your 4 parts dead. And then you should really see a docter about that ^_^ or see me, I can try to make you laugh. I am good at that :p ^_^Well gtg
Bai Bai
^_^
yours truly
Emi
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