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I need a change, or a new look, or something. I feel plain, nappy and boring again. Big makeover time, I'll be so amazing no other female can compete with me - I'm the best. Okay, so I'm going through some serious chemical imbalances because my dr. thought I needed an anti depressant which is actually making me VERY ******** depressed! Would not be awake if it weren't for 2 cups of coffee. I have been losing weight finally. I am down to 100 now. I am going to get to 98 and then work towards 92. I have to be skinny because J's sister is having a wedding and I want to be skinny in my dress because they will be taking PICTURES. I want a nose job. I swear if I cant get surgery I am going to have to get into an accident and break my nose. My mom got into an accident and now her nose is smaller. I want mine that way!! When my boyfriend goes to UF i'm going on anti depressants so that I won't even care like I don't care right now. That's all they m ake me do is be lazy and not care anymore. They don't make me do anything. I read something funny on my psych class. It goes, "Einstien is smart. I am smart. Therefore, I am einstien". HAHAHAHAHAA. It's a schizophernic joke, but ITS TOO FUNNY.. I'm going to start telling jokes like that from now on, Teresa tells jokes, I tell jokes, therefore I am a teresa!!! Ah ha, ah ha, aha... What the ******** am I talking about?