i hate school.
i mean i really hate it, and although thats normal for most kids
it not for me!
i have always loved school!
okay, so ive never really had lots of friends
and ill admit im not a straight-A student
but, still!
i always did my work as best i could
and i always paid attention
i really had no life outside of school.
but lately. . .
school sucks!
i have no friends, it seems
well except some 8th graders but thell be gone next year. . .
i have lost all intrest in my classes
my work is as easy as usual but i just cant bring myself to do it
i dont know why
but the zeros keep building up
i daze off in class and my teachers are always angry at me
they say they know i have more potential
that i should try harder. . .
WHAT THE HELL DO THEY THINK THE KNOW ABOUT ME
OR MY PPOTENTIAL OR HOW HARD IM TRYING
MABY IM TRYING MY HARDEST
AND IM SORRY IF ITS JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE!
the best part of the day is night
when i fall asleep its like im not even me
i get to be someone else
and live in another world
dreaming is one of the most amazing feelings ever
even the nightmares are wonderful
compaired to the
dull
monotonous
cycle
of every day life in my shoes.
which just happen to be too small,
but no one cares, do they?
