Dear diary...(ooo anne frank moment there, though I am aware that she called hers kitty)Why am I confused all the time about everything...I feel like I've barely got control of my mind and I've given up the drink and everything but all Im left with now is an empty void, I guess Im looking for something or someone to fill it (that sounded wrong) Things are really daunting at the moment, serious exams are coming up and I just keep thinking Im going to fail, I guess years of being told you wont amount to anything make you believe it. Im all over the place at the moment......session terminated.