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That party was somewhat a success...I didnt actually think people were gonna come at all >_> lol. But I guess it proves all the more how many people did show up....I was really amazed...that most of the my classmates from school, my friends in other places, and how some family members decided to come. In spite of it all...it was great. Some people would go play Nintendo gamecube and beat each other in Super Smash Bros. Melee (yeah...we were crazy enough to put a TV in our yard and connect the Gamecube to it..well if you look at it this way, we're playing outdoors and being outside is good right?); others would be eating all those meat/chicken tacos which were really tasty too, and drinking coca cola or beer; some other guys would go inside and play on my billiard table; and I guess we would all talk and share funny moments. This party was trully a sucess....and I really dont throw parties at all hehehehe....I guess this was my first time. As I looked around....these friends of mine...they help a lot....they seem to take away all my worries at times...and make me forget about that someone who used to be very important to me....but she has given in to sarcasm...and I couldn't do anything to stop it...but as I saw these people...I have no doubt someday Im going to find my one true love.....who knows...maybe this someone who crushed my heart could actually come back to apologize....but thats a really low probability since this life of mine is so unfair to me and people today are too proud of themselves to do anything that might save a thousand souls from depression and despair. Tomorrow...I will have become a man I guess.....18 years old already...time has flown really fast...and it seems like it was only yesterday, the day I blew candles at the cake on my 5th birthday. With my friends....my family....and the people I care about (which are few now...)...I'll try to find some light in this reality of mine....Let's wait and see...