So Here I Am. I've come back from the dead to those who miss me on Gaia. I've been underground for the past little while and I've loved every minute of it. ^_^ Where to begin? Ah yes. First of all I have moved out as all of you know and I'll let you know that my mother's subtle hints of I'll never last have actually died down. Thank goodnesss for that! Anyway, I think she's starting to see that I can do it on my own and she's too surprised to say much else. Though, she's very lonely without someone sane to talk to all the time. She's even thinking about getting a part-time job just to pass the time and make a little extra money. I feel bad that she has to do that and I'm wondering what I can do to help but unless I hit the 2 million lotto I can only be there for emotional support. Anyway, I usually visit with her on Sundays, because I do miss her...and I DO have to do laundry and I DO miss my dog! wink Love my dog. heart Anyway it's Saint Pattie's Day and I'm going over there later and we're going to make Corned-Beef and Cabbage. mrgreen Anyway, I've been working a lot at FedEx and the only reason I'm still there is because I need to pay rent basically. Things haven't worked out the way they should have at all so I'm lining myself up for another job that will pay me $2 more and at something I'm really good at. Meanwhile Anha and I are going to make jewelry on the side and sell that. (Hence why we are going to this gem show. cool ) And then we come to the biggest change in my life. Silver. He has finally come home from Florida and we've been spending a lot of our time together. From taking walks in a park, to going to a Ball, to feeding ducks, every moment of the day I spend with him, or just talking to him, I feel as though the day hasn't been a waste. I wake up in the morning and I can't wait to see him. When I look at the clock I keep counting down to the time when I can leave and go find him and we can play WoW together or run to a movie or just lay down and talk. My mom has been really nosey about our relationship wanting to know things that she has no real business knowing and asking questions that I am damn well not going to give her a strait answer about. cool Such is life for many of us, ne? Whenever something is going down at the Mum's house, my sister calls me and tells me to bring him. She keeps on saying 'he's a part of the family. So I guess we can all tell what she is rooting for. wink
**** A few hours later ****
Anha and I have just gotten back from a gem show in Spanish Fork and it was awesome. I was surrounded by sparkling things and it was good. We then took a trip up to Salt Lake where we browsed by various shops and actually were recomended to a Wiccan shop. When we got there I was amazed by all the stuff I found there. I ended up buying a very beautiful oil burner in the shape of an Egyptian lotus and a gorgeous blue skirt that is extremely comfortable. I also found a few books that caught my attention. I've been interested in doing herbal remedies for a long time and I found a very good book that gives me recipies for just about every ailment that can be treated without semi-serious hospitalization as well as cosmetic effects like skin and hair. This book also gives me illustrations of all the herbs I would use. Not only did they have oils and incence but they had an apothacary in a side room! Needless to say I was in the herb section in a manner of minutes with my fingers running over a few jars and bottles. So I decided, after looking through the book and writing a few notes down, in a few weeks I'm going back up and I'm going to get a smooth stone morter and pedstel as well as some herbs and oils to hold the potions in. So yes! fun times! I will enjoy making things in th kitchen. heart
Karidys · Sat Mar 17, 2007 @ 09:22am · 2 Comments |