Well today my step mom went into the hospital for a few days. She has cancer and because of chemo her insides are all messed up. Her liver is malfunctioning some and they say cancer treatment isn't working. The bad part is I don't feel bad enough I mean I'm not as worried as I should be? I think it is because I don't know her that well. Still, I should feel a little more sad shouldn't I? I mean I have never been one to show saddness, people in my family and my friends do the sad thing so much that I have to be the strong one right now. I feel like an awful person for not caring more though. My dad is up there with her, my mom doesn't think she is going to make it. I hope she does though. Me and her may not always get along, but my dad loves her and alot of people love her. I don't pray very much but if anything I hope she gets better. If she was not to make it, I'd have to go through a funeral with my dad and all of that sad stuff. I don't want anymore sadness, my whole life has been about the worst of things. My mom yelling about how she is always so sick, my step-dad about bills, me and my mom fighting. I finally find a place where I am not as stressed not yelled at not suspected of doing things I'd never do, and now I have to go through a death! I don't want that...I don't...Susan has always been a strong person so she can pull through, even though the odds are way against her......
Ok enough of that! ^__^ I had a baby in biology (WHAT?!) oh I mean me and my partner made a baby in biology....wait no I mean ...well you get it make a FAKE baby thing we got two girls and two boys. Four kids ah!! i'm turning into my sister! It was fun though two of are kids were born with diseases though....I blame her genes^__^ yes I said HER figure that out a homosexual partner and we had four kids!! lol just playing hey earlier that week we made a dragon baby @__@!...I think I should quit biology even though it is my best class by the time I get out i am going to have 20 kids....who knows the next could be a Ompalumpah!! eek
 Rhylinuk · Tue Feb 27, 2007 @ 01:52am · 0 Comments |
