i ran away from home for a few hours, i hate being home, the place im suppose to feel safe and secure has become my living hell.
My parents picked me up from my friends where i stayed to gather my thoughts, i have to say i regreted to go over to her place, i mised my boyfriend so much i just wanted to be in his arms.
I cried in silence all the way home. I wanted to be with Him so much but couldnt... I feel like i havedisapointed him once again... it seems that its all i do. Hes so good to stay with me through the hardship and troubles im causing us, it shows he really does care but i dont know how i can show Him thati care just as much because everything i do goes to hell anyway and we end up fighting and in distrust of eachother...
But i do love him, so much. It warms my heart when he calls me pet-names and when he says i make him happy though its not always that way, though he always looks at me with a bright smile that makes me melt inside.
In a sence this entry is dedicated to him ( as well as the other three or four entries ive made to his honour heart )
I love you baby, dont ever forget.. heart
 angelic_scars · Fri Mar 04, 2005 @ 09:27pm · 0 Comments |
