Heh wow... it has been so long since I've written in my journal, a habit that won't be likely to change anytime soon (Sorry!). Anywho, I've been too busy to remember that I had a journal to write in. This month will be the busiest before my graduation. I have school naturally then work M/W/F/S/S and on Tuesdays and Thrusdays I have a class at the local college and community service at the red cross (60 hours of community service is mandatory to graduate at my school). It's really tiring but I have to tough it out for another month and then it will just be school and work till I graduate. After I graduate I'll be moving to where my boyfriend is and here is the product of my loneliness. Since it's a long distance relationship we can only talk online or on the phone. Which is fine by me because I love talking to him but we won't be able to be together for another 3 months crying . Well lately he has just been wanting to hold me and hasn't really been in a talkative mood so that doesn't provide for much contact between us. I miss him and everytime I talk to him he sounds unhappy and there isn't anything I can do to cheer him up gonk . *Sighs* I don't know what to do and everytime I try to do something sweet to show him I love him he just seems to get annoyed so now I decided to just wait till he comes to me. But the waiting is torture and my happiness keeps slipping away day by day.. I guess I'm done with this sob story, I hope I've haven't made anyone sad. Till next time my star-crossed readers heart
x-DesireeJane-x · Fri Mar 04, 2005 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |