yesterday was not unlike a coma, at least not until the night. i did nothing the entire day and so sat at the bar drinking tea and every once in a while some sake, trying not to think of a bad dream. i always forget them. i actually believe i do not remember its content, for which i am thankfull.
the night came and is sat thinking, oblivious to the world, until syaoran found me. i had not known he had been there a while but he found me. hmm. he told me he wished to be alone with me, and so we went to our room. there he gave me two gifts. one the red and blue stone i had secretly found and gave back to him before he woke, only tonight it was different. it had a purple amethyst in the center. i accepted it happily, loving it. the second gift was his wordly confession of his love for me. i had read this in a journal entry of his one night. i thought the written words were no more than saying he loved me as a friend, just as i love hikaru and mak as friends, so did i think his love. but i was wrong. he loves me so much more.
i as well gave him two gifts, one the same as his. i told him truthfully i loved him, more than anything and not just as a friend, but the same way he loves me. my second gift was a kiss.
i noticed he held three scratches on his face and became worried over them even though they were small. is that what love does? make one worry about little things. hmm. he soon felt tired so i left the room for a while, leaving a kiss on his forehead as he slept and soon returned to my own bed and fell into a dreamless sleep. dreamless. what i prefer and only recieve with him by my side.
coma black.
~*this is not my world
you took the angel away*~
rin~
 voidan · Wed Mar 02, 2005 @ 04:31pm · 5 Comments |
