yesterday we all had yet another adventure. syaoran left his log out and i read it, not thinking at all. its contents were desturbing in that they said he was capable of our deaths. i searched for him and found him finally near the inn just before kodaiken's order of venture. i do not know what i feel inside to syaoran, but i almost, if not even, told him i loved him. i do not know why such a feeling would invade my heart but i bellieve it has.
to deal in content was a fool's mission and so i went to him, opening up my fear of his death. then kodaiken came and told us to be ready to leave.
that one i try to trust, honestly, yet warning is written over his face and of it transfers to mine. he let us outside as he walked over to a stranger, a girl, and for my experiance did threaten her. i know not the reason. where he lead us was near to my, hikaru, and syaoran's deaths. i fought willingly a child princess, if a princess were so damned and damnable that princess would be she. a firey element she held along with mild insult to me. then appeared her sister who fought syaoran and the cause of his malbehavior and dangerous anger. a mysterious and dark demon took the women away, mine suffering from self doubt i believe, as she tried to kill herself durring our match.
syaoran almost killed hikaru when the wind boy came to see that i was alright but when i interfered he tried to kill me. thanks to mak we all three lived. but the village suffered at his rampage, ending with a little girl. hikaru was fast and clever as he retrieved the girl an i interceeded his blade to her only to have it turned upon me. i have never been so scared. but he disscontinued the assult on me, then he fell asleep. my arm is broken and so hikaru helped out by making syaoran float to the inn and to his room.
since the beginning of yesterday i have felt death's shaddow about me and last night we met a forboding dark man. i cannot explain why everyone holds mistrust of him, but i am trying to lighten mine.
i hope we all shall remain well until old age take us.
 voidan · Sat Feb 26, 2005 @ 11:12pm · 2 Comments |
