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so a while ago now, my best friend in whole INTIRE WORLD went out with this girl Ashley, and i was kinda making fun of them and stuff thinking would be funny (i do that a lot *sadly*) and she wouldnt let me be near him anymore (but luckily there was gaia!) . Then i got the flu. and i sent him a mesage and we went on until now. Here it is...


(him)sup...why ar't you at school?

(me)i kant *coughs* *BADLY!* im sik.

(him)oh...

(me)havvnt u seen that movie??
oh well
im getting kinda pissed at ashley now. i mean she wont let me talk to u. i think going out with her is breaking up our friend ship. i mean now i feel all alone... i dont like it.

(him)well to bad.. mabe you sould get some one els as a freaid!!!!!!

(me)wull geezzz i dont want it to be over like that i mean. well sorry.

(him)well it is!!!!!!!!


and now i feel all alone because i probably can not sit at THEIR table and they were like my only friends after my best friend before camden nick called me a faggit on my space. and so now i dont really have any one any more. and Mel (best friend to ashley) thinks that i try to make people feel bad for me which was true untill i realized it dosent work. And i know no one will read this but this is one of the saddest thins in my life because i am not religous AT ALL and i have actually been praying adn calling out for god. and this is one of my most deatailed. So god please help me... im scared.