Last night was a strange one yet it brought some worthiness to me. i searched all day for Kodaiken but once again i could not find him.
that night i went for a walk after watching the battle go on between syaoran and hikaru. they both work so hard and have grown so much. i am glad they do not fight as some of us do. before my walk hikaru seemed at odds with himself, or with mak, i am not entirely sure. i spotted him in my walk to the forest just by the field i designated as the training field. hmm. i could not see well for his back turned from mine upon greeting but finally he smiled and took my company. he had been crying. he told me of a nightmare he had about mak and aura dying. i told him it was not his fault and that he must care deeply for them if he was so troubled and saddend by the dream. he says i am brave.
am i brave?
i should have told him about the dream i had. it may have lifted him more so up than my other words, though i feel he went to bed with a better heart that night.
mine was just of mak and hikaru trying to help me study for a test...they were telling me the periodic tables. i picture mak holding up flash cards of 'b' and 'h'. hikaru was trying to tell him he was wrong and i was trying to tell them i was taking a health test, not a science one. those two. silly boys. xd but today is a new day. today i am going to make what i have longed for ever since i left home to meet these strange people, my new friends, at the mall i eventually froze inside and out...
i am going to make a violin.
 voidan · Wed Feb 23, 2005 @ 06:50pm · 2 Comments |
