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Well, there you go, my Holiday break is gonna suck. I have been crying for the last hour thinking about how there is nothing I can do.

Well, here's the story:
A Damn storm came and closed the airport we were going to go to, therefore, now we cannot. So, we called all over the place and there was no way we could get there until the 26th. A Day After Christmas. This mean, since my dad went out a few days earlier to our destination, that I am not able to spend Christmas with my whole family. Since my mom is sick with Strep and she doesnt want to drive because the roads are bad, we are stuck at home without my dad here. This will be the first time I am not going to see him Christmas morning. Even as I type this it makes me upset. There is nothing I can do... And even though we can go out on the 26th that mean only 3 days for my vaction that I have been looking forward to since the beginning of November. That means only 3 days of skiing. I was really looking forward to alot of stuff, but now that my vaction has been shortened I am going to stuck at home doing f***ing nothing because we cant do anything since my mom is sick... that also means I cannot have friends over since she is sick. Also there is no food in the house because we thought we werent going to be here for the next 5 days. Now I am f***ing pissed because I really was looking forward to this vaction and I thought I deserved it because I have been working so hard this year... and since we moved to a flat area I cannot go skiing randomly over the weekend with my bro and dad... Moving changed everything. Why couldnt we have just stayed where we were at.. Oh right my dad's job.

I am so pathetic... I can hardly see the screen with my eyes because of my sobbing... Wow, how pathetic...