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Current Mood=Depressed
Why?=Because my life is worthless...
Thinking about=going to bed and crying, then getting up to puke, then back in bed to cry.
Why?=Because no one cares...
Whats wrong?= I can be totally misrable and *someone*(you know who you are) can just be happy and refreshed and not have a hint of anything other than happiness. He can just NOT care. Not care that he destroyed someones self-esteem, not care that he has someone who can be total manupulated by him, not care that it took me eight flippin' months to move on and all he has to do is one thing to make it all go away. He doesn't care that how I feel...he just cares that he "wakes up total refreshed with a new start".
What I am going to do about it=The same thing I did before, cry & puke... and pray for the pain to stop...or death whatever comes first.