i look at my friends
and their happy lives
because they have a girl or boy that care
and run their fingers through their hair
that is something i can not bare
for i have none to care
or to kiss and hold and touch
i look at them with despair
but they cannot see behind my mask
a kiss is all i ask
i am no nerd or loner or outcast
i often think of my past
of those opportunities i missed
living in utter bliss
i have taught myself all my life
of the things one is supposed to know
i made a vow back then
to not drink nor take drugs
nor to have sex or smoke
that vow has changed me
from the inside
and out
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