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He he he....I have some extraoridinary, awesome cool news, something that I thought I would never ever see happen ever again in the history of Publix. The rift between BK and the manager, is officially over. It was wonderful. Let's just say, I wouldn't have been any happier if they had hugged and then broken down and shed tears. It was beautiful. Litterally, after it happened, I shouted aloud....God, I have witnessed a miracle. I came in to work today to eat lunch with BK even though I didn't even work today, and we were just sitting there, minding our business, talking, and all of the sudden she came in, to clock in....not to badger him, not start the day off with a fresh insult, but she was in a rather cheery mood, and instead, she came in, and she complimented him on his marvelous work on his isle the other day! And she did it with sinserity, and integrity. She was honestly happy with the work that he did, and she left it at that. And he said, thank you ma'am, or something along the lines, and then she left and it was nothing but awed scilence for like a minute and a half after it happened. Neither I or he could believe it for the time being. It was like a little glimpse of what it will be like when New Jerusalem decends from the clouds and heaven is joined with earth. That magnificent, awestruck scilence. That was what it felt like. Like, after all the strife, after all the struggle, it ends (hopefully) with that. I'm tellin' ya, what a wonderful, beautiful lady she is. What a rare gem. For her to just one day come in and just end it in such a beautiful way and make him feel so good. And make me so happy. Ahh. I don't know whether to say I love her, or I could kiss her or I could build a shrine for her, or she's just a freakin' saint angel, I don't know, but she just made my day in the worst way. I will be good all day over that. Hat's off to her man. Please, let this last. (God please sustain this peace). Whoever I have to thank, thank you. God bless you, Melissa. You're a deity in my eyes. Thank you sooooooo much. Awesome little angel, you. You sooo made my day. Today's really a Monday? Monday's suck! What happened here? I don't know, either way, whether he truly deserved it or not, I finally got around to giving Bk a pat on the back. Litterally. After about 5 minutes, I got up, walked around the table and was like *pat pat* 'Good boy!'. Then I went and sat down again. But I was so happy. Not a whole lot of people give him respect. In fact earlier that day, another guy who was in the breakroom when we walked in told him, litterally, 'Go away, Brandon, we don't want you here, take a look around at these faces, and tell me, is anyone happy to see you'. I almost killed him where he stood. I don't care if he was just being snide and didn't mean it. That statement would have made me cry if I was in his shoes. Good thing men don't cry. In fact, lol, my brother's the only guy I've ever seen cry in front of people, and that was a good 3 or 4 years ago. He ended up getting in a huge fight with my dad where chairs were thrown and new holes were punched in the walls and when it came to say sorry, he actually broke down and cried in front of him, he felt so bad. I have never, ever seen my dad cry. Not even when my grandma died. Women cry too much. It's a definite ********' flaw. I would hate being a guy, listening to all the blubbering women do. And they look so stupid doing it. And I know this isn't a real example, but that girl who plays Kate on Lost, when she cries, I just can't stand it! I want to tell someone to gag that b***h, please. She is not cute or pathetic in anyway, and guys should not feel sorry for her, and should not want to be her protector or anything. Let that b***h get eaten by a polar bear. scream . Anyway....I got way off track. I was just sayin' ya know thank God she decided to step it up and turn his day around. Once again, she's gained huge ammounts of respect from me for that one simple/not so simple act. She's right up there with God now. Definintely top respected person at that store. And that's about it. And side note....BK moved last night....I know I didn't say anything about it yet, but he's not moving far so it doesn't matter much, but the main difference is he has no internet where he lives, hence no Gaia, hence, one less outlet here, so maybe you might see an influx of more info heading into my journal entries from now on. They may get a little longer, a little broader of a spectrum.
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And I forgot to state.....I actually had a dream about the 3 of us, which is really freaky, last night. Like, it's really freaky for several reasons. 1) I think this is the first time BK has actually appeared in a dream of mine. 2) Most of my dreams about her usually center around her inflicting harm upon me, and that didn't happen this time. It was actually very positive. In fact I've had a rash of positive dreams about her lately I just haven't commented on. and 3) The fact that all 3 of us would be there and placed in a peaceful happy situation, is extremely unlikely, but it happened. Anyway....it was a short dream, but like basicly, we were getting together as a part of a group of like 8 people from Publix to take group pictures except the rest must have been just filler imaginary people, 'cause we were the only people of consequence who appeared in the dream. But then I guess the next day in the dream was when we broke apart from the group and went to the beach together. I'm always dreaming about the beach. But so, anway, it was really nice, that part of the dream, because it was just the three of us walking alongside the water talking. And then afterwards we went to this beach side strip of stores and warmed up while eating onion rings, and we almost went to see a psychic, but it was too much money. And that was when I woke up. Was this worth posting? I don't know...just found it interesting that those two phenomena happened so close to eachother. And I had a really good day today.