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I love my girlfriends but i don't want to make love to her. Dose that make me a freak or what? I should say that i lust for her, but i know from watching her past relationships that as soon as she gets sex she will start to lose interest in her boyfreind and just is in it for the sex. And if thats all the relationship is then i get bored because that kind of person is to easy to control. I don't know... i also have dought about how i can tell her the truth about my beliefs and religion because they are out there and most likely will calls her to think that i am dangers insane not just insane.