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Tee hee~ whee
Just took a shower and I smell spring fresh biggrin ...I smelled it before, sweatdrop just found it right to reliterate that...
Anyone watch VH1's "I love the 70/80/90's? Its so great~! I could watch it all day 3nodding Its so uber kewl. I learn all these useless facts about once-upon-a-time ago. whee So friggin great. heart
I'm so...bored. sweatdrop I don't have anything to do...I don't want to play RO all that much 'cause I have no one to play with. So I'm workin on my website now. Yush, my website...but I need this picture from this guy drawing my iRO ava and he's taking forever....::sigh:: So I have to wait, I'm just planning it out, now. 3nodding Only 13 more levels until I can make my preistess. I will Onii-san could play RO sad
...speaking of Onii-san heart I'm applyin my plans for when I go to visit him. 3nodding When I was at UofM this summer for the college program, I had a friend who lived in Texas. My mom won't let me go visit someone I know on the net...I know I'll be 18 then but she make things happen that will prevent me from goingn unless she thinks its a legitamit reason. So I'll say I'm going to visit my friend biggrin That way she'll be cool about it 3nodding
Tee hee~! When my mom gets her income tax I get $100+ dollars heart I can't wait. I already know what I'm going to do with it. I'm going to send that computer to Onii-san, buy me a webhosting package from Sephy, get my RO up to date, and with whatevers left over spend it on myself biggrin
...you ever go to like the mall or hell even Walmart and they have the aisle with the toys that talk? I heart walking down the ailse and pressing all the buttons on the toys xd People stare and shiz and I walk with a confident smile otu of the store. heart
When I was in 8th grade we read this book called "I am the Cheese", which was abotu this crazy kid. 3nodding Him and his friends would go to a store, get a shopping cart and fill it with stuff, and park it randomly throughout the store~I gotta do that lol
I wanna unleash my mischevious nature. 3nodding
My mom said I'm not allowed to get a belly ring until I moved out. stare She's lucky I'm suckin up 'cause I don't want to have to pack up s**t and move. 3nodding I want a tatoo too...but I don't think i'll get one. I'm scared of needles and pain sweatdrop
...I hung out with Kevin a little on RO today. It was...weird. Not akward as I expected it to be, but very weird. It was like before expect without making thelittle kissing emoticons or saying 'I love you' every 5 seconds sweatdrop I am proud to say I actually got something accomplished. We sat down and *finally* got to talk things out. I said it was for the best and he just agreed with me, he really didn't have anything to say so I am unsure if he really cares or not. ::shrugs:: On RO when he first got on he asked how I was and I said 'good'; he said in a unpleasant way "oh...well I'm glad *your* happy" rolleyes
Tee hee....this isn't like last time. 3nodding I didn't break up with him to get with someone else. Before Kevin there was Shadow who was still mean to me and occasionally neglectful. Gosh..when I look back on it I dont' know why I thought he was mean. He was just crazy 3nodding , I think thats why i didn't like him as much anymore. So I broke up with Shadow after he quit getting on RO and I became Kevin's 'cause his bard character was cute (I adore bards) and 'cause I liked him. I wish I would have gotten to know him before I decided to be his girl...I would have avoiding alot of unwanted stress...I'm proud of me 3nodding
My, my, my...I feel empty inside, still. No word from Zaros and thats majorly annoying. I wrote my letter for Onii-san (6 pages gonk ) and I send it tommrow morning. I haven't felt like wanting to die, I haven't said I hate my life, I haven't wanted to cut or anything...things are going so good I that its making me not do those things. I really think I'm changed, and it makes me feel weird inside.
I keep drinking dark colored pop. I'm really tiered of it, I think its upsetting my stomach. sad My mom keeps buying it for me 'cause I like Cherry Coke so I guess its better than drinking water...
Something on "I love the 90's" made me stop and look at myself today. I wonder why I'm so light? Skin tone is what I am refering to. My dad was really dark and my mom ain't all that white lookin so why the hell am I so friggin yellow? gonk Its fustrating...well, besides that they were talkin abotu bodies or somethin so I figured I'd look at mines. 3nodding I sat infront of the mirror naked for like an hour just lookign at myself. Sometimes I wish my legs were longer and my boobs looked like implants and my hair was straight...and then I realize how stupid it is to wish for such things and I'm just happy with myself :whee; I'm pretty no matter what the media trys to tell me, 3nodding and I feel sorry for the girls who try to change themselves to fit what the media says is beauty. Tee hee~beauty is only skin deep~and I'm beautiful inside and out 4laugh
....::sigh:: I miss kissing. Since I have found myself (oddly enough...) single, I wonder if I should try and look for a guy IRL? I just wanna kiss someone and screw for a few hours 3nodding thats why i want a man whore xd ....if someone presented themselves to me like that though, I'd refuse them without a second thought. I don't want soemthing like that, I want a relationship with someone I care about; not just a one night stand. 3nodding I wanna cuddle after were done screwin (for hours biggrin ) and just...relax. Like me and Greg used to do before he became a no good cheating b*****d who I hope rots in hell 3nodding whee
One thing I have learned from watching my mom, is to never go out looking for love. The best, most meaningful, and longest lasting kind of love is the sort that just happens. Thats what I want. For that to happen, yo uhave to be that persons friend...so if it doesn't work out you ruing your friendship sad I wanna be someones friend so that even if our intimate relationship doesn't work out were still friends to the very end. I....:;sigh::....I just....
::sigh:: Well, I'm tiered, so before I go I have one thing to say:
Hi Hi Puffy Ami Yumi is the dumbest cartoon ever. 3nodding
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