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I slept through my alarm today...and my classes. Not cool! Especially since I can't really afford to miss anything. I wasn't even up that late last night. But, my brother stayed home sick today and woke me up at around 9:40, so there was no way I would make it to Women's Health with enough time left in class to make it worth while. So, I got up, grab some breakfast, and accidently fell asleep on the couch. Liam woke me up at 12:50. Yeah, so much for Principles of Nutrition. (-_-;

I think I might be sick. I've been losing bits of my voice each day (ever since the big political debate/religious discussion at the table on Friday). I've been constantly tired while sleeping more and more each day. And I'm eating more (and drinking tons of water, too), which, oddly enough, is sign that I may be sick. I have a tendency to eat two to three times more than I usually do when I'm sick. sweatdrop Oh! And for some strange reason, the right side of my jaw hurts... a lot. This sucks. crying

Theresa's Halloween party is this Saturday. I have to check up on the time and where she lives and such, but it should be fun. I still have to go out and buy a tray for my costume, though. And I might need some new shoes. Eh, we'll see. By the way, I'm going to be a coctail waitress in a sexy Asian dress. mrgreen

I'm nervous about nanowrimo. I still have no idea what I'm going to do, and I'm afraid that the few bits and pieces of ideas that I do have may be more than I can handle. I don't think I'm quite ready to take on the challanges I have set for myself. I wish I could find my notes from the novel I have been wanting to write since the eigth grade. I know I don't want to do my first nanowrimo with that, but it might help me put things in perspective and maybe get some other ideas that I might be able to work with.

I hurt my left knee yesterday while I was getting ready to take my brother to school in the morning. I was tired and I was taking a step in my room and I ended up leaning to the right and fell, hitting my knee on the corner of my desk. So, it hurts to walk on stairs or to have my weight on it when I bend it.

I'm sorry. I know I'm complaining a lot. And I shouldn't be. I know that. I am just so frustrated with myself at this point. I seem to be failing at everything I try to accomplish. I am afraid that at this point, I might be better off taking a break from college, getting a job and my own health insurance (since my parents won't support me if I'm not in school) and possibly even giving up on becoming a teacher. I obviously can't achieve anything of actual importance. God, I really need one of those life coaches or something. I need help. Argh. (-_-;;;

Ah well, this post is pretty long and full of complaints, so I'm going to stop typing now. sweatdrop