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I'm not mad at him, I'm just...upset. Not like angry, but hurt.

Yes, I am refering to Kevin. ::sigh:: I haven't talked to him in a very long time...I remember when we would get on RO and hang out all day. I don't even get the occasional text message from him anymore; and I'm starting to realize I'm wasting my time.

Whenever I try to get involved with someone bad things always happen.

I know he's busy, I understand that. I refuse to just...do this. I don't care how busy you are, if you don't try and say hello to me atleast once everyday then its just doing nothing but wasting my time and yours. Its really getting to me. Onii-sans computer doesn't even work and I hear from him more than Kevin. Now I hang out with new people on RO, people that like me and stuff and people I adore back. I tell them I have a boyfriend, he's just never on...and they ask why am I wasting my time on someone who won't even devote time to me?

...its not fair.

I just keep wondering what the hell I'll have to do to finally feel like I'm ******** happy.

Just wastin my time...

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