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it has been about a month now that she hass been gone and the pain still the same and some days fill longer than others and i got done with my concert last night and the worse part i got home and they told me that her face was back on the news again i fell some what responabile for what happended now it hurts some day i just can't eat and the worse part is that i can see what is happing to me but i am starting to not care scream why dose that seem so wrong at times like now i fell so alone redface and the pain just keeps coming back and some day it fells worse than others exclaim then others it hurts i don't want to fell this way