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Not in the Mood...
I'm not happy. I might not be happy for a while. Why, you ask? Well, let's just say I'm not feeling too good about my looks right now. I just suddenly got depressed while I was listening to my iPod, which is weird, because I'm usually happy when I'm listening to music. If I'm not my normal self, then yeah. Something IS wrong. I looked in a mirror at myself, while crying, and I just thought...why me? Why can't I be pretty like all the rest of the girls in my school. I've got the nice body, not fat, but not skinny as hell. My hair is okay (most of the time), but why can't my face look nice? That's all that matters! I like my personality and everything...but what's a good personality without good looks to go with it?! Guys don't go after personality until AFTER they admire your looks. I'm never gettin married, I'll tell ya that. Not that I don't want to, it's just that I probably can't. If I ever feel happy again, I'll tell you. But until then, expect some unhappiness and unhyperness...or however you spell it.
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