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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
Finally released in a totally unabridged format.


No matter what I do, I always hurt someone else.

Even if I sit in my room, not saying a word, it hurts someone else.

Punishing myself for what I have done, it hurt someone else. What am I supposed to do if all I do is hurt? I can't even shut myself away.

Honestly, all I wish to do is curl up into a ball. I'm sick of being paranoid, sick of being alone, sick of hurting. I'd rather hurt myself than others, but in the end it hurts everyone else.

How can I punish myself for everything I have done? How?









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Z33RO
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commentCommented on: Mon Jan 10, 2005 @ 11:53pm
~Crys~ cry


commentCommented on: Wed Jan 12, 2005 @ 07:19pm
To be completely up front with you, I think you need to talk to someone who can help you. Someone who's dealt with people who have similar problems or life experiences to yourself.

A lot of people can say they want you to be happy, and don't see a reason for you to punish yourself, but they don't understand your feelings and can offer very little in the way of encouragement.

It would benefit you greatly to make an appointment to see someone. It would also benefit the people you say you're hurting.



Hakura
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