I desire a sleep so deep that I could do what I did when I was a teenager, that is 20 to 24 hours of sleep at a time.
Dreaming an sleep is the only time I dont suffer from depression/ pain/ anguish/ loneliness, self doubt/ self loathing/ in general the only time I dont wanna KMS...
I can see my loved ones in my dreams, even those who have passed away ig Im lucky at times. My old friends who left an never returned...they have thier own lives 20+ years down the road, places Ive been that are destroyed an gone now living only in memories, places Ill never see as Im a averagely lower middle class "Nothing" in the southern US back water state of "Nothing Special Here State"
Why fear Death, when Death gives you everything you desire? To be free from so many thing an so few desire you to still exist?
Dreaming an sleep is the only time I dont suffer from depression/ pain/ anguish/ loneliness, self doubt/ self loathing/ in general the only time I dont wanna KMS...
I can see my loved ones in my dreams, even those who have passed away ig Im lucky at times. My old friends who left an never returned...they have thier own lives 20+ years down the road, places Ive been that are destroyed an gone now living only in memories, places Ill never see as Im a averagely lower middle class "Nothing" in the southern US back water state of "Nothing Special Here State"
Why fear Death, when Death gives you everything you desire? To be free from so many thing an so few desire you to still exist?
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