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Ive found on certain occasions that I can block out all "Feeling" in my body.

Its almost like Im either so focused on or concentrating on something so much that I block out pain, emotions everything.

But it comes with a price...once I come off it, it all hits at once and the feelings, pain everything comes back an it nearly stops me dead for a few moments.

I usually have to recover from those times.