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Burn it away, Throw it away...In what way did it even matter?

Life becomes pointless when Love is just a word an happiness a distant memory of rare times Ive felt alone bymyself mostly.

Of the 4 decades of my life ( coming up in a little more than 4 month when my birthday comes. ) I have seen enough to know love is no great thing. If its so great then way does Love flee from me? My Mother has shown me love but what or where else would I see it?

Friends? They leave, they forget an then throw you away...Love Interests? They are worse they act as if they Love you then decide your no longer "Worthy" .....

If I wanted to hear, experience an see "Your Not Worth It" all the time Id just go be around my Narcissistic, Lying, Unfaithful, b*****d "FATHER".

Who never had time for me or to spend with me, but had all the time to lie an covet rich people's $$$ ( so called Friends ) an not much else.