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A Journey Of A Thousand Miles Begins With But One Step.
This entry isnt for the light-hearted
I have many issues, a few are physical and many I feel are mental/ psychological.

I provide answers to questions No One Asks/ An No One Wants To Know.


You were Warned


Physical


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1) Auto-Immune Disorder ( *Lupus* Antiphospholipid syndrome )

An autoimmune disorder in which the immune system mistakenly produces antibodies and attacks the normal proteins in the blood. This results in increase risk of blood clots in legs, kidneys, lungs and brain.

A lifelong condition

( Mine affects my lungs an skin mostly, an is related with a mutation similar with Lupus. )

( I get fatigued easily, an as well breathing is harder, and lastly I can get breathing/ respiratory problems more easily. Infection of any kind can be dangerous. )

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2) Sleep Apnea

A sleep disorder where breathing is interrupted repeatedly during sleep. Characterized by loud snoring and episodes of stop breathing.

( I wear a C-pap to help my breathing at night. Can make me more sluggish an lethargic if very bad. )

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3) High Blood Pressure ( Over Weight....isnt everybody? .... )

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4) Iron-deficiency anemia *Moderate Symptoms* ( I have bouts of iron deficiency, on an off. )

The symptoms of moderate to severe iron deficiency anemia include:

general fatigue
weakness
pale skin
shortness of breath
dizziness
strange cravings to eat items that aren't food, such as dirt, ice, or clay
a tingling or crawling feeling in the legs
tongue swelling or soreness
cold hands and feet
fast or irregular heartbeat
brittle nails
headaches

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5) Vitamin D - deficiency

The symptoms include:

Bone pain
Muscle weakness
Fatigue
Cardiovascular disease
Asthma



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Those are the main physical issues I suffer....
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Mental/ Psychological


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1) Abandonment

2) Self Loathing/ Self Worth

3) Anxiety ( In the form of worrying about things from everyday to future. )

4) I dont like to be in command of anyone, I take directions an do things...

5) Depression ( Possibly Manic, Im happy then sad an back and forth. )

6) I dislike large groups of people.

7) I tend to self isolate when unhappy or sleep to get away.

8 ) I DONT LIKE MY FATHER.

9) I tend to become attached to those who show me affection very easily, as I feel closer to females I tend to be very clingy though I try not to be. I can become attached. Wayyyyyy to easily.

10) I often become Nihilistic when very unhappy an depressed.
- ni·hil·ism (nī′ə-lĭz′əm, nē′-) - Nihilistic***
n.
/. Philosophy The doctrine that nothing actually exists or that existence or values are meaningless.

There are more, but these are most of the larger ones



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*** These are most of my mental / psychological issues... ***






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Unicorn Lady 2
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commentCommented on: Thu May 12, 2022 @ 11:28am
My question is what are you doing to help yourself? I know you try to take care of the physical disorders. What are you doing about the mental issues? Are you seeking help from a therapist or just sitting around having your pity party? You and only you can make the positive changes in your life to make things better! I have suggested this many times only to be ignored. I know this seems harsh but it's the way that I feel! I still consider you a good friend and my Gaia son!! Get some help and you will feel better! Sending love & hugs to you!!!
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