Lately I wonder at times why I would log on to this web site. I would just sit in front of the computer and wait for comments in the rp rooms or critique on my story. Well, No one has read the story or even the poll, which makes me sick. Come on! At least someone can click on the poll to make me happy. Every single rp I'm joining are dead! For real, I guess I'm a killer of some sort. This may sound really stupid, but I would glady go back to school and Algebra for homework. This summer is starting to become a drag. I'm fricken sweating off, because my air conditioner is broken and its hot! Now I'm not so desperate for a boyfirend. All of my relationships suck! So when I grow up, I would be an old woman knitting instead of writting. (I don't know how to knit, but I would probably be better at it then my writing.) So my dreams are gone, my love life, and my pathitic reason for staying online. I may have fun with my gaian firends I made, but I'm getting bored..... This may not be the most saddest journal you have ever read, but this made me feel comfortable. These days has made me feel lonely and have bad luck. To my friends on Gaia or some person who is reading my journal, This is what I'm feeling.
serrafina · Thu Jul 06, 2006 @ 01:02am · 3 Comments |