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So right now I'm having a tough time. It's not that anybody died or that I'm getting evicted or failing out of school. But I just plain don't feel good right now. I don't feel much like doing art or entering contests because I just plain haven't won anything in so long that my confidence is pretty craptastic, and the stress of commissions really got to me last time so I shouldn't do that again. I have some gold from selling a letter of mine but I probably shouldn't have because I don't know what all to spend it all. Getting clothes for avatars seems pretty pointless because it's impossible to have one look unique and if ever I like it somebody invariably calls it vomit of some kind or another. So it's maddening and frustrating. Additionally I'm in school right now doing accelerated chemistry summer class so I can go on to Organic chemistry in the fall, so it's making me testy and annoyed at all the work I have to do and time away from my nice air conditioned house I have to spend outside in the hot sun waiting for the bus and then in class doing dangerous experiments (invariably giving myself chemical burns on my hands btw) or trying desperately to listen to lectures ... but failing. I'll change my avatar when I feel better. I'm a moody person, so maybe it'll pass rather quickly. That or I'll just get tired of this naked chained avatar. xd